Sunday, April 20, 2008 | 8:43 pm
wow....long hols are finally coming to an end...which bring us to a start of a new sem in tp...want to countdown? nah, dun feel like it, im nt so keen for tml to come anyway. funny though, i was so anxious for hols to end and sch to start just a few weeks ago...nw when the distance is just a matter of hours, my mind changed. bt its to be expected, we are human beings after all, and we humans are so greedy to the point tt we want everything. even when we have the first item in our priority list, we would still want to get item 2, 3, 4 and so on. that is why we are always fighting, ppl dying and all tt. the thing bout a wish, is tt everyone also wishes. we wish this to be ours, they wish tt to be theirs, and when it all comes down to it, it just means tt we have to end another's hopes and dreams just to fulfil our own. selfish? greed? i wonder. i rmb once in pri sch there was this girl sitting next beside me who wants to be top in class like me. however, there were like 38 students in 1 class and only ONE can be first. of course we didnt fight cause our hopes clashed or wat, and we were friends, still play around all tt, bt still, at the back of mind, it was screaming, telling me tt all classmates are enemies y help? well, i didnt gt top anyway, she nearly did, bt thinking of it nw, its so shocking to realise hw despicable one can get just to achieve their aims. u need a reason to harm someone, do u need one to help someone?
i dun think so, i hope.