Sunday, June 22, 2008 | 8:59 pm
oh well, sch will start tml, ending our hols. well, its not really a hols to start with, never-ending back-to-school trips due to some weird, difficult, tough, dumb, lousy, crap project tt we need to do. seriously, i think the accpacc project is nice and all but reducing the content would be a big help. so much things to do and just 1error would result in us redoing the whole thing again and it gets irritating sometimes. the qns we post on forum is greeted with more qns, and the teacher's reply provides us with more questions than answers. questions, questions, endless questions. when u thought u have all the ans, the qns changes. it seems tt the qns are always more than ans, because everyone prefers to ask instead of answering, wat if wrong how? u tend to face the entire criticism all by yrself and u start to qns yrself bout yr big fat mouth. see qns arises again.
on a heavier note(yes heavier, i didnt get it wrong), i tried doing my cma homework today and i cant do a single qns at all. not even the theory parts. what the hell is going on? i know its like 2 weeks of no studies of cma but even tt is a pathetic excuse of not knowing wat to do for homework. it feels so crap when u write crap on yr paper and thinking 'shit, it looks even better blank, at least it is neater'. lec notes suddendly makes no sense and i feel like just chucking them into the dustbin just to see whether i still have my throwing skills. add to the fact tt tml biz fin lec will just remind me tt my biz fin paper is a 20% fail does not help. how am i supposed to tell my parents 'hello folks, surprising news! ignoring the fact tt holland actually lost to russia in the euros, i failed my biz fin! hurray!' think ill get slapped. its ridiculous for me to tell them tt im god and i come back with a failed on my test. and now u ppl are going to say 'serves u right for being arrogant, claiming ure god when ure not.' well, screw u, even though i know ure probably right. arrogance is a gift awarded to few in little opportunities, must make use of them fully right?!?!
bah, watever, day is coming to an end anyway, been sleeping for so long(i blame this on the sleepover by the guys), everyday feels like its the end once the scene goes dark when u close yr eyes. i feel much better now, really needed the sleep. of course, russia kicking holland out helps ALOT too, so im grateful to russia and hiddick. wats the lesson learnt? THRASH YOUR OPPONENTS IN GROUP STAGE SO WAT? IN THE END STILL GO HOME WITH FRANCE, MIGHT AS WELL TAKE SAME AIRLINE TOO HURHURHURHUR. ok, i had my share of misery and laughter. think its a long long post. who cares, bb.